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Sunday, June 26, 2005
Sunday...
Ok so I know it has been a week since I posted last...
I thought I would come and vent since today is going so shitty...
Yet again I am home with the kids..with a messy house to clean...I cannot wait for school to start so I can have a life again.
I checked the gas gage on my van yesterday and I have a half a tank...Do you realize how sad that is to have a half a tank of gas last more than a month..what a testament to how little I get out of the house. No wonder I am so stressed and bitchy all the time. NO ME TIME!! ARRRGH! (And no grocery store trips DO NOT count as ME TIME)
So apparently today I am going to cry a lot and eat 5 pounds of chocolate and sugar. Yay for me. Maybe I will just start drinking now even though it is only 11:18am. I think I could be wasted by noon and it wouldn't matter anyway.
Tomorrow is my very last session with Curtis. I am both happy and sad. But mostly sad. This is a guaranteed hour a week that I get out of the house with no kids that will be no more. Boo Hoo. Nobody seems to realize how important having a life is to me. Being at home with 3 kids and no life is seriously depressing and frustrating. Don't get me wrong I do love my kids(Most of the time) but it does really start to wear on me after several weeks with no break...
Maybe what I need is a trip to Louisiana for a few days. Alone. I need to go and see my family and go to my daddy's grave. I need to go and be alone for a little while before I go crazy. Fat chance of that happening.
Oh well. Guess I should go now and wash clothes and do something useful.
Cat
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11:15 AM ::
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