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Sunday, January 30, 2005
Why Today Is Not A Good Day..
Today is not going to be a good day...Today is the 5 month anniv. of my Father's Death. Some people think I should be over this by now...I will never be over it. Some days are better than others but most days I still feel incredible pain over this loss. Of course my husband says that is because his photos are plastered everywhere in our house. I think I am afraid I will forget what his face looks like..and his voice sounds like. I have a video tape in my camera that has a clip from several years ago that is only about 10 seconds long of me showing him how the camera works.. I watch this clip from time to time just to hear his voice..just so I won't forget what that sounds like..That is all I have left is the photos and that one video clip..Damn that sucks..Maybe I need to go back to bed..You guys may not hear from me anymore today..I think I need to go away for the day..
Posted by Catwmn ::
8:37 AM ::
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